Full-Blown Pain: My Struggle Against the Enigmatic Pain of Cluster Headaches
It began on a overcast weekday morning in September 2016. I worked as a educator, trying to settle a new group of students, when a sharp pain erupted behind my right eye. Then came rapid stabs, reminiscent of lightning bolts. As the school day came and went, the pain subsided and then returned with increased force. Four times that day I handed over a teaching assistant with worksheets and hurried to the staff bathroom to soak my face with cool water. I took paracetamol, but the agony remained unbearable.
The headaches appeared repeatedly that fall, and once more in spring, soon forming an annual pattern. The autumn months were the worst, then the late winter. I could predict the routine: a warning sensation in the shower, early pangs on the train, full-blown agony in class by 9.30am. In late 2019, a doctor finally sent me to a specialist and I was diagnosed with cluster headache disorder.
Cluster headaches typically start with intense pain behind a single eye that lasts up to three hours.
Approximately 1 in 1000 individuals are affected by the condition, and men are more often diagnosed. Attacks usually start with abrupt, excruciating pain focused on a single eye that reaches its peak within a short time and lasts for as long as three hours. Episodes occur in cycles, daily or several times a day, and are associated with red or watery eyes, drooping eyelids or face perspiration. There exists the episodic form, which occurs in seasonal cycles; others have chronic cluster headaches, defined by the absence of long pain-free periods.
What unites patients is the severity. One study rated the sensation at 9.7 out of 10, more severe than broken bones or pancreatitis. A separate discovered a significant percentage of cluster headache patients experienced suicidal thoughts during bouts; the figure fell to four percent when they were pain-free.
One patient, 74, a long-term patient from Wales, finds this understandable. Her attacks began when she was two. “I would throw myself on the ground and bang my head. That was attributed to being a difficult child,” she says. Her symptoms deteriorated through childhood. Drinking in her teens, similar to several triggers, made things more intense. After drinking sherry at her school leaving party, she remembers hardly being able to see on the transport home.
Her family often mistook her attacks as drunken episodes. Support eventually came from her father and then from her partner, her spouse. “I was very fortunate to find such an understanding person,” she says. Hobbs found office work after relocating, but often concealed her illness. She was fired from one job, partly due to absences during episodes. Her breakthrough diagnosis came in the early 2000s at a national neurology center.
Still, the failure to organize life around erratic pain took its toll. She particularly hated being unable to plan social events, being seen as unreliable as a colleague, and even having to be cared for by her children during the incapacitation caused by the most severe episodes. “It steals from you of the small freedoms we don't appreciate until they're gone,” she says. She remembers obtaining tickets for a significant concert, only to have an episode inside a facility.
Headaches have been documented throughout the ages. “The first description of headache comes by way of the ancient civilizations in antiquity,” write authors in a book on the subject. They linked the disease to an malevolent spirit who attacked his victims' heads.
Historical medical texts propose unusual remedies for what modern experts would classify as a headache disorder. In the middle ages, migraine was recognised as a distinct condition, with therapies including herbal concoctions to other, more superstitious remedies.
It was a European physician who provided the initial detailed account of a cluster-type attack. In his medical observations, he describes a patient “afflicted with a very intense headache occurring and vanishing each day at specific hours”.
Cluster headaches were only officially classified by global headache societies in the late 1980s. From the 1960s to the late 1990s, they were thought to be caused by a issue with a major artery that supplies blood to the head. Prominent specialists in treating the disorder note this.
In the late 1990s, researchers published the results of a study for which they had triggered cluster headaches in patients and observed the episodes in a brain scanner. The results, published in a major journal, showed activation of the hypothalamus, which is in charge for human circadian rhythm, when patients were in pain, and a reduction when they felt better.
In spite of such progress, identification remains slow. Jamie Charteris's attacks began in the 1980s and felt like “a modelling balloon being blown up behind my one eye”. Doctors thought he had a sinus issue; he had multiple operations before finally being correctly identified in recently, after a physician looked up his complaints.
Specialists say delays in diagnosis and treatment happen because patients are seldom seen during an episode. “You're exhausted and depressed, but not in severe pain,” one says. He proceeds by ruling out other common headache disorders, such as tension-type headache, before diagnosing the disorder. A detailed history is essential: on which side do symptoms appear? For how long? What season? Are there precipitating factors, such as certain foods? Specific features such as tearing, sagging eyelids and nasal congestion help confirm the diagnosis. Once identified, patients may be referred to specialist centers. But a lot of first go to A&E or are given unsuitable treatments.
A charity trustee, in her late seventies, has experienced cluster headaches for the majority of her adult life, although she hasn't had an episode since 2016. When she was in her twenties, she had her teeth pulled because dental professionals misinterpreted her pain. She thinks dentists still need much more education. When a sufferer sought help from a support group, it was Chapman who replied. The author recalls calling a support line during an attack in early 2021; a calm volunteer talked them through oxygen therapy and medication until the episode eased.
Official guidance on treatment advise that patients are offered high-dose oxygen therapy and/or a anti-migraine medication delivered by nasal spray. No tablets or strong analgesics should be used. Preventive choices include a blood pressure medication, which reportedly soothes the bouts of some individuals.
But leading neurologists believe the guidance need revising to reflect a clearer treatment process and help GPs avoid misprescribing. For episodic patients, timing is critical: “The duration of the bout dictates the treatment.” Brief cycles with infrequent attacks are managed with abortive treatment only. Longer or more severe bouts require preventives such as verapamil, sometimes combined with corticosteroids. Many patients also receive a nerve block injection during a cycle – an procedure into the side of the skull where the discomfort is that reduces nerve activity.
The official guidelines need revising to reflect a